NekoChan209

i forgot about this account and reading things from 2012 is soooooo fucking funny omfg. what a weird time. super hate that i posted pics of my face here, and i'm lol so hard that my old drawing style was 100% anime. it's a trip to recall back to my fandom lifestyle. i'm 24 now and almost done uni, and don't have any fandom things going on, haven't for a while. I'm into D&D now tho. SoooooooOOOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY. i forgot how into south park I was jfc. i kinda miss these days, they were a lot simpler and my friends and i had a lot of fun with all of this, but such is life. u move on to different things, and nothing ever stays the same.

so. only thing that I feel is journal worthy, is that I have a new fandom.

Homestuck. Tis awesome. I don't even understand how much I love it D:

So me and are going as Hetalians one day (Fem America and Fem Canada) and then Homestuckers the next (I can't decide on who... because I love every single character... I mean I actually don't hate a SINGLE one, and that is SO weird for me..)

So yeah :3 I still love you DA, but... I've just... been on tumblr.. a lot... I know.. I'm sorry (teehee) But y'know, school takes up a lot of time too. I mean, now that I'm actually trying -.- pffffff. Uh yeah. TALK TO ME IF YOU GET BORED OR SOMETHING I DON'T EVEN KNOW I'VE BECOME SO INNACTIVE I DOUBT ANYONE READS THIS. SDK;ALSKD;SLKD;ALKD;ALSKDAL;SKDKJSDHKSJDHF. I love you anways.

But um. ;0

<3

Favorite Harry Potter Character's:

-Ron
-Fred and George
-Hermione
-Harry
-Luna
-Draco
-Snape
-Sirius
-Dumbledore
-Hagrid

Character's I Hate:

-Lavender Brown.

That is all.
Thank you.

I wish I had a best friend.
Someone I can be a total fucking moron with, and someone who I can be totally serious with. Maybe even someone who, oh I don't know, will LISTEN to me, and not want to talk just about themselves.
You see the person who at this moment claims to be my 'best friend' is so insecure, and just overall not a good friend, that I don't even know why I'm her friend anymore. I can't even explain, but when I'm with her I feel like I have to be funny, and interesting, because if I'm not she'll just get bored with me. That's happened before with her, and her past friends. When I am with her we talk about her boy problems, and y'know even if I HAD boy problems, I'm sure she wouldn't want to discuss them. Because, oh yes, she is FAAAAR more interesting than me.

I can't even. I just.... can't anymore. She says she is my best friend, but I'm not her best friend. I've realized I am her about third or fourth option. WHY? Because I don't drink, nor am I pretty, skinny, or outgoing enough. It's not my fault I'm not the prettiest, alright? I was born with this face. So what if I have a tummy, you do too. So what if I'm shy. THAT IS THE THING I AM THE MOOOST SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT AND IT'S WHY I'M FOURTH ON YOUR LIST. Thanks. Make's me feel loads better. And as foe the drinking, FUCK OFF. I don't drink, so what. How does that make me.... how should I say....... less entertaining. If anything, if I can make you laugh while we are both sober, I am much better than you. I don't need any freaking substance to have fun. I think it's stupid, and probably self-destructive. SURE I'L DRINK WHEN I'M OLDER, WHATEVER. BUT NOT NOW. So don't look down on me for being strong and standing up for what I believe in. I am not going to rely on anything to have fun. I don't care if you do. I don't.

Agh. What the hell do I do about this. Right now I'm just bursting at the seams with unpleasant emotions and I can't use words to describe them. Mostly just pain and confusion, whatever. Everything unpleasant. I can't even freaking think.

I can't do anything.

I just want someone who understands me and cares and listens. Who wants to listen, and doesn't just start talking about themselves right after I say whats wrong.

Plaifjlajkflasjd.

((Also, if you drink, don't worry, Idgaf. You do that all you freaking want to. I'm not judging at all :/ lot's of my friends do. I'm just mad at this one friend for thinking I do care if she does, and thinking I'm pathetic for not. Yeah, sorry if I offended you. It wasn't meant :/))

Gryffindor:

• [x] You are loud.

• [x] You liked going to school to see your friends.

• [ ] You've had more than a couple detentions.

• [x] You always have something to do on the weekends.

• [ ] You like to be the center of attention.

• [x] You get above average grades in school.

• [x] You've been called bossy before.

• [ ] You're a bit of a daredevil/you like an adrenaline rush.

• [ ] You are athletic.

• [ ] You are one of the best players on your team.

• [x] You would do anything for your loved ones.

• [x] You like the colour red.

• [x] Your favourite class is Transfiguration or DADA.

• [x] You would never break a promise.

TOTAL: 9

Hufflepuff:

• [x] You have many acquaintances, but only a handful of good friends.

• [ ] You get average grades in school.

• [x] You've been called boring before.

• [x] You don't like to brag about your achievements.

• [x] You value honesty.

• [x] You don't mind working hard to get what you want.

• [ ] You like the colour yellow.

• [ ] You have a job.

• [ ] You are athletic.

• [x] You are a team player.

• [x] You are in the middle of the social totem pole.

• [x] You are easily amused.

• [x] You like helping others.

• [ ] Your favorite class is Herbology or Divination.

• [x] You like the music played on the radio best.

TOTAL: 10

Ravenclaw:

• [x] You get good grades in school.

• [x] You like to read.

• [x] Dumb people annoy you.

• [x] You are creative.

• [ ] You've been called a know-it-all before.

• [x] You would say your intelligence level is higher than most.

• [x] You hate cheating.

• [ ] People often want you to help them with homework or projects.

• [x] You are more into the creative arts: theatre, dancing, drawing, etc

• [ ] You are extremely logical in your way of thinking.

• [x] You are considered shy or quiet by people you don't know.

• [x] You like the colour blue.

• [ ] Your favourite class is A History of Magic, Charms, or Care of Magical Creatures.

• [x] You tend to over analyze things.

• [ ] You can focus and pay attention well.
TOTAL: 10

Slytherin:

• [x] You are very competitive.

• [x] You like the finer things in life.

• [ ] You think welfare is a waste.

• [ ] You've made fun of someone in the past week.

• [ ] You've been called a snob before.

• [ ] You think the end justifies the means.

• [ ] You're not afraid to say something to someone else's face.

• [ ] You tend to think people are a bit jealous of you.

• [x] You've made someone cry by just saying something to them.

• [x] You tend to root for the villains in movies, books, etc.

• [x] You are very good with words.

• [x] Above all, you want to be successful in life.

• [x] You like the colour green.

• [x] You love to win.

• [x] Your favourite class is Potions or DADA

TOTAL: 9